Sometimes I imagine myself having conversations with certain people that I know I’ll likely never speak to. I do it all the time, with celebrities or people that I really admire and are probably semi-famous or known. I do it most when I know that person is going to be at the same event or place I’m going to. And usually what actually happens is that I see the person, I get really shy and nervous and make excuses for myself not to talk to that person. It’s a sad condition of being really timid and introverted, but in a way my fantasies could be more fulfilling and fun than what may actually occur (another excuse).
I sometimes also think about what my dying last words would be or what I would say in an interview with my imaginary band or about my imaginary movie. I know it’s a little narcissistic to think about those things, but I guess I tend to day dream a lot more now that I spend more time walking here.